I'm sitting here doing nothing, well actually I'm stalling on when I'm actually going to start my homework...... Don't really feel like it. *shrugs* I also just got a myspace account thingy, parents wouldn't let me get one, but I did it anyways. And, guess this is how life would have it, my mom found out. Great. But the thing is, she didn't seem too mad after my sis and I explained it to her.... So I guess that's cool... but as far as I know, she doesn't plan on telling my dad any time soon. Which just might turn out to be a good thing..... I also just had my 16th birthday about 2 weeks ago... It really wasn't all that it's cracked up to be.... Ya know how everyone says that "It's your sweet 16!! We should do something big! Well, then THAT plan goes to hell, and it turns out worst than your last b-day party. But that's how life it.... Gotta deal with it and move on. Ugh, Chinese food, I feel so sick, ate too much... And to top this entire crazy week off, I was supposed to go out with my bf on friday night. 5:00 o'clock comes around and I still havent heard from him, so I call. Well, he tells me that apparently his mom wants him to go somewhere with her, so he can't do anything with me. Now, I'm pretty reasonable at times, and normally this wouldn't bug me, but this is the 4th or 5th time that it has happened.. and I'm starting to get a little suspicious. I don't really know if I have any grounds, but I don't like the way that I feel, very... ignored.... so yeah... Don't know what I'm gonna do about that.... We'll see. I've posponed as long as I can. Eegsh.... I have to do it now or never....